New beginning; new hope again

 Another year to suffer?

          Here i am again, telling about my new beginning in life. But before i start, let me tell you about my life during 2022. In year 2022, a lot of problems came to my life. I almost think that "what if i'll just suicide?", i was thinking that this is the only way to get out to my problems. I thought I am strong, but here i am; still suffering because of how my parents treated me. I can't tell my problems to my friends, also my family; like i said, they are the reason why i am suffering. Still thinking why they are treating me like an animal, am i they daughter or their maid? questioning my self "what's wrong with me?", am i the problem? am i the reason why our family is like a trash? I already gave up on it, but there was one person who changed my whole decision. I thought I was lonely and doesn't have friends that willing to help me and comfort me to my problems and life. 

          There he is, he changed my life a lot. My life became better because of him, he gave me reasons to not give up. He may not be perfect for others, but for me he is just being his self. He is one of my childhood friend, also my bestfriend. He is the guy who I trusted the most, the only guy who's willing to comfort me and willing to listen to my rants and dramas. Starting my new year with him, new year; new life. Starting of my 2023 was happy, I hope this happiness will stay until another new year again. I wish, my life became better just not like before. 

          We didn't celebrate New Year, I don't know why. My parents didn't do anything, either just cook something. Our relatives called me that night and asking if i would like to joined to their celebration. I agree, after few minutes i came to their house. I enjoyed that night even though they are not my parents. I'm happy that night, and thankful because i enjoyed my New Year because of them.